its july 4 but i doest feel like it i dont know why..dang i dont even remember what i did last yr...dang i wanna see some fireworks tho...havent really watched some with a significant other before on 4th of july...i wanna watch some with len!! hmm i duno maybe next year...im soo worried about teh biotechnology presentation i have to do on tues....i hate public speaking!!! dammit...hehe dang its ok ill just read what im going to say at least theres only like 8 people in the class...then the research starts next week i just hope i remember my lab techniques...i dont wanna look like an idiot..but i guess thats all the part of learning huh??? just soo nerveracking and i dont know when i came in to talk to dr olsen..her assistants didnt look so enthused to have to teach a new person some techniques..so i duno hopefully theyre nice..hmm this weekend wat do i got planned?? i have a baptism that im going to be a ninang in and i dont even know the baby or her parents...i just know the grandparents hehe thats ok i guess...and maybe today imma go hang out with kuya av and monica...its their 8 year anniversary today can u believe it??? dang thats almost a decade!!!! welps imma go now i dont know why but im like in a romantic comedy mood..been watching sappy movies since wednesday hehe and now here comes round 2!!