"You girls are all the same! All you want to talk about are feelings!....You girls are all the same......you don't know when to shut up!"

"All guys are the same....they don't have any feelings!...all guys are the same, they think with their anatomy!"

How can I possibly expect someone in the male species to understand me and my feelings when he does not have the capacity to do so since he does not have any feelings. Maybe thats why guys don't cry because they have no heart...

I'm so sick of hearing the cliche...well, he's a guy. so what? that does not excuse him from continually hurting a girl....how many stories of hurt have i heard from girls this yr.....its the same ol thing...the guy is being a jerk and does not realize who he is hurting...and basically not caring about anyone but himself....he was probably thinking ...thinking with his body and ego alright. and all those homewrecker girls who prey on these weak guys, with no feelings are all bitches! but of course these guys act on their best behavior in front of these girls, but aren't they the same species of "girls" that talk too much or always talk about feelings?...

maybe I talk about feelings so much because you broke my heart...maybe if you had feelings we wouldn't be in this situation right now....before this happened, I wasn't like "those girls".....and you weren't like one of "those guys"....what happened to us? you continually hurt me with the things you say...you stopped caring about me, you stopped caring about my feelings....you have no respect for me...and you don't value me for the person that I am,...I am not like all those girls out there...you of all people, should know that...but of course you do right? because you were willing to stab me in the heart....and look! I'm still here....cuz I'm an idiot and doormat....an idiot who loved you and still loves you, despite everything you did and said...and a doormat that you step on cuz you know I'll always be there to wipe the dirt of your shoes after you have had a fun game of tag with the bitches. I'm not always going to be around...and if in the end, we don't work out...I can't wait for the time you regret everything you did and finally realize that I am not like other girls...and you made the biggest mistake of your life...cuz you will...especially when the next girls down the road treat you like shit...

silence is golden....

why can't i stop being negative? why do i keep asking why? why can't i take it day by day? why do i keep focusing on what was the past and how it should be...i wish it was as easy for me as it is for others...

i have to let it go....i don't have a choice...i am naive to think that it would always be stable...im foolish...of course it had to be thrown off track at one point or another...i hope it can last, endure, and come out stronger...

i'm such a fool...a hopeful fool in love

have you ever thought about your life at one point, and see that everything was going well and nothing could go wrong??? only to find that the next few weeks would reveal that everything is actually wrong in your life, and u are wondering how and when something will get better?

i'm just so frustrated at this point in my life. a couple months ago i had a whole new life to look forward to: passing my license test, saving up for a house/wedding.....now i still have to pass my test, but i can't concentrate on studying because of all these other things wrong in my life. i'm faced with an uncertain future.....that i have to plan for on my own, because i don't know what tomorrow will bring. i have to pass my test to save and get a place of my own...to be on my own...not as a possible place to start my new life as a wife/mother...i'm getting older and preparing for a place on my own is the only sure thing i can do for myself.....since the future is such a blur...whats the excitement in that? settling down in my own place....alone. sometimes i can't wait to get my own place...cuz lately the parentals have been nagging more and trying to be more nosey....i guess i can see their side...they just want to know that everything is ok with me, cuz i know they can tell something is wrong.....i'd be worried about me too if i were them....i love them for that.....sometimes it just gets to me cuz everything put together is so hard to deal with....how am i going to prepare for my test? everything is such a mess....and im so scared of this uncertain future...this aspect of my life right now can go either way...it scares me...i want to live happily ever after with him, but is that whats destined for the both of us?

i just wish i could go back to the time where i was saving and excited for planning a wedding and starting a life with someone i love...maybe id be more motivated to keep studying and pass my test...not to mention a clear mind and a happy disposition to help me concentrate on my test.

all i can do now is pray to God...that He will see us through this...and i hope and pray that its in His plan for us to last a lifetime...

=*( i don't know what to do anymore...all i know is that it hurts...i just don't know how my world can turn upside down in a matter of a couple of weeks...i really didn't think this would happen...never in a million years...i guess its my own fault for taking something so dear to me for granted....

i guess im not deserving of a love that i thought would last a lifetime... why was i blessed with this gift and now its taken away in just a matter of weeks...he's right the damage was done before, and i guess i was just too blind to see it...but is it too late to fix it? i don't know anymore...i feel like i would give everything i have to save it, but is it enough? it just kills me to know that even if i give it all i have, it might not be enough...i can't stand it...i just wish all this heartache would be healed...i've never cried so much in my life....i guess that's how it goes when you fear you will lose a part of yourself, a part of your life, a part of your soul,a part of your family, and....when you might lose your heart's joy

Nobody Knows by The Tony Rich Project

isn't it frustrating when someone is guilty of doing something, yet the blame somehow turns to you? that's the story of my life...i always find myself in this predicament during an argument...why does this happen to me?




ps... guys suck