silence is golden....

why can't i stop being negative? why do i keep asking why? why can't i take it day by day? why do i keep focusing on what was the past and how it should be...i wish it was as easy for me as it is for others...

i have to let it go....i don't have a choice...i am naive to think that it would always be stable...im foolish...of course it had to be thrown off track at one point or another...i hope it can last, endure, and come out stronger...

i'm such a fool...a hopeful fool in love