status: still no start date...im beginning to get bitter =/

lots of events to plan/attend this yr, and i need an income!!!

something happened to me today that was truly overwhelming!
len and i went to church today and my fave singer and pianist were there ...during the song during offertory, he cantor sang a song that had a message of how the Lord is with us always, standing by us, esp in hard/sad times....and i started getting a deep feeling in my heart, and i started choking up! and then from that time til after communion i was a little tearful but i was still able to control it...and then when we got back to the seats, i was listening to the other song which had the lyrics with "fly like an eagle...i will rise again.."not sure of the name of the song....and i was about to cry again so i figured if i knelt, then i can try to control it more.....and then the cantor sang "Lead me, Lord" and my tears came uncontrollably! i was trying so hard to hide it, but i was totally sniffling...i dont know what happened...i was so moved by the songs, and was feeling so sorry for all the stupid stuff ive done in the past, and how loving the Lord is, and He is always with me, and just hopeful that things will be ok since He is always by my side.....it was truly overwhelming....and when len asked me what happened, i found myself tearing again while i was trying to describe to him what i was thinking/feeling...

i texted my bff and she described it as being filled with the Holy Spirit ...and that im not the only one that that's happened to...i totally agree...