finally i get a lil break between summer sessions.first session was ok not too stressful but august is what im really worried about..i think its going to be worse than fall quarter heheh...hopefully its more chill than i think..welps..im planning on taking the train in august and maybe in september..not sure yet....itll be such a stress reliever to take the train instead of driving..i just hope its not too expensive tho..im going to try to inquire about the 25% off monthly pass thing for students..so imma do a run around tomorrow hehe so much for my lil break off....and then the shower is coming up so im stressed about that..not sure if alot of people are coming anymore tho so hopefully its not too bad..i just hope some people show up so all the planning and food wont go to waste or anything.i really wish len would be here for that day....this past weekend was sooo busy..cuz of my dad's party...his birthday was on thursday and len surprised us at the restaurant we were eating at=)..and friday was just a bunch of errands and preparing for the party, setting up tents, tables etc...saturday early morning was going to the flower district, preparing some more, errands and taking pictures of everyone hehe..it was soooo tiring and i just have to go through that again on august 9...at least its less people but im stressd out hopefully everyone is not bored or anything.....and then i just want to get this whole month of august over with mainly cuz of the commuting but if i take the train thats a load off my back hehe i wouldnt mind so much...welps just want to update a lil..ill write more later!

i havent written on there in a while again...just been busy with school, research,the shower, and helping out with bernadette's debut....also my dad's bday party is next week..so busy from now and for the next few weekends..im just glad that my presentation and midterm are finished and that i just have the final to worry about..but i shouldnt want to rush cuz im not looking forward to driving to irvine 4 days a week....gosh for a class thats at 10:30...i guess i need to stay in diamond bar again...i was just reading up on some kobe articles right now..thats sooo sad....hes just being accused and thats all it takes for the whole world to test their perceptions of him and now hes in jeopardy of losing major endorsements....and may be even go to jail...even if hes innocent, the damage has been done.....and dang can u imagine if that girl is just lying?? and he had to go through all of this....that really sucks...i dont know it just sounds so bizarre...kinda fishy too..i just hope the real truth comes out......anyways this weekend is kinda busy too...going to visit beverly and elbert's new baby, and then help out mel with her cervical cancer outreach at olp on sunday...and i think kick it with monica and kuya av...im also nervous about all the shower stuff i hope it turns out ok=)...welps im getting sleepy now..ill write more later!!

today was the baptism and it was nice...my new goddaughter is soooo cute!! she was well behaved during the ceremony but started crying over the priest towards the end...it was such a hot day tho!!! i musta been sweating in all those pictures!!! heehhe its cool how no matter how hot it is babies always seem to stay sooooo nice smelling....now im back home trying to get myself working on my presentation...yesterday was a chill day....and then kicked it with monica and kuya av...we went to la dijonaise...it was very yummy..and it was a happy occasion for thien's bday...i cant believe this weekend is already almost over..then tomorrow its off to david's bridal to help monica get her dress fitted..i cant believe the wedding is coming sooo soon already..sept will be here before we all know it for sure!!!

its july 4 but i doest feel like it i dont know why..dang i dont even remember what i did last yr...dang i wanna see some fireworks tho...havent really watched some with a significant other before on 4th of july...i wanna watch some with len!! hmm i duno maybe next year...im soo worried about teh biotechnology presentation i have to do on tues....i hate public speaking!!! dammit...hehe dang its ok ill just read what im going to say at least theres only like 8 people in the class...then the research starts next week i just hope i remember my lab techniques...i dont wanna look like an idiot..but i guess thats all the part of learning huh??? just soo nerveracking and i dont know when i came in to talk to dr olsen..her assistants didnt look so enthused to have to teach a new person some techniques..so i duno hopefully theyre nice..hmm this weekend wat do i got planned?? i have a baptism that im going to be a ninang in and i dont even know the baby or her parents...i just know the grandparents hehe thats ok i guess...and maybe today imma go hang out with kuya av and monica...its their 8 year anniversary today can u believe it??? dang thats almost a decade!!!! welps imma go now i dont know why but im like in a romantic comedy mood..been watching sappy movies since wednesday hehe and now here comes round 2!!