here i am, blogging on a rainy saturday night...i should be studying for my registration test that im hoping to take in july, or doing my reviews, but let me just put it off til tomorrow =) i really need to get into a schedule of studying and exercising...but ive been feeling sick lately and a little stressed from trying to get used to my job...

so just want to update that i got restaurant inspection (it was either restaurant or housing inspection) and i got placed in burbank!!! when they gave us our assignments, i was sooo scared to see what would be my future for the next few years, cuz like it or not, that would be where im placed...and theres no way that any of us trainees can change the location! i asked my co worker to check it and when she told me, i was in shock!!! i totally thought i would get placed really far, cuz thats just always my luck!!! ive been praying for God to place me wherever was best for me...but secretly i was hoping for either burbank or the culver city office...=) yay! it all worked out well!!

so just getting used to the whole inspection thing....its funny that everyone thinks the job is soooo cool! but last week i was a little disheartened that although people are so scared of me when i step in and its like i have all this power, they are always lying to my face!!!! its funny how most of the operators always say the same thing and always spit out the same excuses....and when i ask a question and they spit out some answer that they know is the one they should say....it doesnt back up what i see in front of me, and it totally proves that they are lying.....and i would think that when they get caught once, they would learn and then maybe tell the truth, but they dont....they still continue to lie....my favorite is when im just there for a reinspection to check on if they corrected the violations from the original inspection, one person screams "inspector!" and they all start running around, hiding stuff, looking over at me, and continuing to hide stuff, making all this noise! and im thinking, "u guys seriously think that i dont see u doing this? its a freakin open kitchen!" then i just chuckle and move along....

and wedding plans are on hold....i want to focus on studying for my exam first....and once i pass, i can concentrate on the wedding planning...plus it would give us more time to save money and for len to look for a job down here...gosh the time is flying! to think, we were planning for november this year, and thats already 9 months away!! it makes me stressed just thinking about it, and we're already postponing it! i cant even imagine when planning the wedding, how stressed id be cuz time would fly by even faster!! i dont know sometimes i feel like its sooo far into the future....i know we're postponing it but how do i know that when that time comes, we wont keep postponing it....im excited for the time that len and i will finally be living in the same zip code, and i will be able to see him everyday... it just feels so far to me right now...i hope this year will bring us much closer to our future together...wherever that may be....im hoping it will be here in la, but who knows...but again i hope that this year will bring us closer to our future together, whether it be locking the date for the wedding or being able to go looking for a place to call our future home when we get married....(i mean the housing market is looking promising for first time buyers, so that should be a good sign )....but where do we look? up north or la...